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Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Hello!

Hey everyone! It's been a while... it's been a whirlwind few weeks!

First of all, and I apologize if I announced this already here, but I have a new job!  I am very happy with my new team, and my position.  I work from home, which is difficult when you are a people person. So, the next announcement...

I'm moving!

That's right! I will be leaving the state that I have called home for 24 years... I will be moving south of the Mason-Dixon Line... I will be calling North Carolina my new home!

So, to my next topic... I have not been doing well with the weight-loss, as intended on my original list.  I took a long journey on the well-traveled path of junk food.  Right now, I am just resetting, and making a lifestyle change.  I have been reading this book:

My mother's friend wrote this book.  It's all about resetting your mindset about food, and how we feel about it.

I am looking forward to walk through the journey this book is offering for me, and how I can change my mindset about eating!



Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Vegetarian Update

Well, last week I told you I would update on Friday with the vegetarian recipes I made.  Sadly, I only made two of the recipes.

I'm sticking to being a vegetarian for May.  It's a fun challenge!  What I'm finding is this:  I buy too much food, and a lot of it goes to waste.

I am desperately trying to get back to how I was eating about a month and a half ago... to no avail.  I refuse to step on the scale and see the weight that I worked hard to take off only to be back on because I can't control myself when it comes to food.  So I am a little disappointed in myself.

I know that I am the only one who can make that change, but I am finding it so difficult to do.  What helped me before was using Weight Watchers Online... so I'm wondering if I should get back into using WW again.

I also have not been running as much as I used to.  As soon as I was laid off, I took a run... and then stopped.  I've pushed myself to run once a week.  This is not good because I have a 5K coming up in July.  However, I bought "Runner's World" which has practical advice for running your first 5K.  They even have a training schedule listed.  I have about 10 weeks until my 5K, which allows to to use that training schedule twice.

So, this post is more or less written to keep myself accountable.  Number 2: Loose 25 pounds by my 25 birthday.  I am going to do it because I said I would.

I have the power to make a change in my lifestyle, and I've done it before.  So, because I said I would, I am doing it again!

Here goes nothing!


Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Meatless May

On Monday I told you I would be doing another challenge this month.  This is a month long challenge for myself - I will be going Vegetarian for the month of May!

I have been talking about becoming a vegetarian for the last few months for health reasons - mainly to help with my anxiety.  I haven't been able to find much information online about the connection to animal meat and anxiety, but I read about this in the "Anxiety and Phobia Workbook."

... [I]t was mentioned that steroid hormone residues in red meat can exert an effect not unlike the body's own steroid hormones, activating natural defenses against stress and suppressing immunity.  Another reason, however, is that meat, poultry, dairy and cheese products, and eggs - along with sugar and refined flour products - are all acid-forming foods.  These foods are not necessarily acid in composition, but they leave an acid in the body after they are metabolized, making the body itself more acid. - Anxiety and Phobia Workbook

For the last few weeks, I've successfully cut out read meats from my diet.  Now I will be eliminating poultry. Cheese and dairy products won't be coming out of my diet for now - one step at a time! (Actually, I'm not sure if these will ever come out of my diet...)

Anyway, my plan is to cook during the week, and save the weekends for leftovers! Here are this weeks meals:






Yum! I will post my results of each meal on Friday!



Monday, April 29, 2013

Disconnecting

I think I am going to challenge myself on Saturday... I think I am going to give up Facebook for the day, and see how much I really miss it.

When it really comes down to it, Facebook is just a time waste.  Yes, I update my status with "profound" thoughts and ideas.  But the majority of the time, I'm just looking up people, seeing who's married, who's had kids, what's going on in other people's lives.  Isn't this something I can do without the help of Facebook?  We have phone numbers for a reason...

Not only that, but the people I look up are people I know of, or I talked to years ago, and aren't really a part of my life now.  It's just an added worry, and honestly, gossip.

I'm not sure if I'm ready to give up Facebook completely, but last night, I deactivated my Twitter account.  I never used it anyway, and I found it to be a tool to look up people that I don't care so much about only to smile in their misery. (Horrible, I know, but it's what I did, and it's what I DON'T want to do.

Anywho, I will keep this blog, it's a great space for me to 'journal' about what's going on in my life.

I'll be back Wednesday with another fun challenge for the month of May!


Friday, April 26, 2013

Don't Burn Those Bridges!

I've been absent the last week and a half.  And a lot has happened in a week and a half...  Last week I was laid off from my job.  And to be honest, I was expecting this, and applied to several other jobs before the lay-off was mentioned.

Fortunately, it happened at an incredible time.  My Master's program holds a conference twice a year.  Companies come in, and present about topics in the Instructional Design world.  The graduating class does a presentation, which is the equivalent to defending your Master's thesis.  And on the final day, several companies send in recruiters to interview the students, or anyone who graduated from the program.  This conference happened the same week I was laid off.

Let me just say, I connected with people I didn't expect to help me at all, and I networked with others that I didn't think I would be seeing once I graduated.  And holy
moly, my job options have opened up, and taken me further than I could have done by myself.  And for that, I am grateful.

I guess what I am saying here is, don't burn those bridges you once built.  Don't close those doors, because you just never know who is going to walk through.

These people I connected with have helped me, supported me, and advocated for me, and the job opportunities are just pouring in.  It truly is incredible.


Tuesday, April 16, 2013

My Heart Aches Today

My heart just aches.  It always does when tragedies occur.  My heart and my prayers go out to the victims, the families, the heroes, the bystanders, the volunteers, and anyone else I did not mention.

It's upsetting that a tragedy like this is what causes me to send out prayers to those I don't know.  Tragedy occurs everywhere, everyday.

I've been praying for myself a lot lately. And for my family and friends.  Sometimes I get so caught up in what is going on around me, that I forget that others have it just as hard, or harder than I do.

So today, I will pray for myself, and my family, and my friends, as I do everyday.  But I will also pray for anyone affected by tragedies, even if it's their own personal tragedy.

And, because of these recent events (and my dad as well), I've been inspired to learn emergency response and first aid skills.  So, my list is 26 items long.  (As anticipated, this list is ever growing.)

26. Learn first aid skills


Monday, April 15, 2013

My Bonnie Lies Over the Ocean...

I'm feeling rather uninspired today. So here's a picture of the pony I'm leasing!



Her name is Bonnie, by the way.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Confessions

Ok, everyone. I need to confess something...

I've been eating nothing but garbage the past few weeks.  Ugh. I know, and I'm trying not to beat myself up about it, but I know the cycle.  I diet for a few weeks/months, then fall right back into my old habits.  I cannot do this again!

This morning, I was trying to compare myself to a diesel truck.  If you had a diesel  you would fuel it with, well, diesel, not the cheap, unleaded stuff.   Well, food is like that for our bodies.  It's a fuel, and what you put in certainly matters.  You want to eat food that will be energizing and sustaining.  Not junk food.

I understand the appeal - junk food feels good the moment you eat it.  It's an instant gratification.  While healthier foods, most people will eat because they want to be slim and skinny.  But that does not happen immediately, so giving up seems easier.

Newsflash: Healthier food may not give you instant gratification, but it gives you a progressive gratification!  It's a difficult road... but I have to get back on it.

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

RUN!

I apologize for the lack of yesterday's post... I was in a slump all day.

The style swap on Saturday was successful!  I ended up donating 3 bags full of clothes afterwards! And I still have a few things left to donate!

Anyway!  Let's get back to this slump I was in yesterday.  Monday's stink.  How can I make this more clear?


Yes, this seems to explain yesterday's issue... I hate Mondays!

But, yesterday was BEAUTIFUL! So I pushed my friend out the door, and we went for a run.  This was my first run outside - I usually go on the treadmill.  And let me tell you, this was an absolute epiphany for me.  This experience was incredible, and I'm not sure why I waited so long to run outside!

There's a park right by my apartment.  It has trails up along the mountain side, and then a flat gravel trail next to the creek that runs through the valley.  To get to the gravel trail, we needed to walk down the hiking trail.  And after our run, we needed to hike back up a hiking trail.

NORMALLY, I would whine and mope about doing such a hard task.  But last night, as I was hiking back up the trails, I paid some attention to my body, and HOLY CRAP! My legs are STRONG!  Of course I was out of breath at some points, but hiking up the trail was a breeze for me, and I could just feel the strength and power in my legs. Working out has it's benefits.

Here's a map of last night's journey:


I am overjoyed at what I have pushed myself to do these days.  I never thought I could run a distance like this AND hike without feeling like dying.  And I never thought I would like it either... Now I just love it!




Friday, April 5, 2013

18 - Time for a Style Swap!

Tomorrow I will be fulfilling number 18: Instead of throwing out my clothes, do style swaps, or just donate everything.

My New Year's Resolution this year was to be more charitable without breaking the bank.  I got creative with this one.  I have a ton of clothes, and, let's be honest, I wear maybe 25% of the items in my closet.  So, I hung everything up in my closet so the hangers were facing backwards. (This was really difficult for me because I am a little OCD about how things are arranged in my closet...)  Each time I wore an item, I would hang it up the correct way.  What was left hanging the opposite way, I planned to donate.

What my closet looks like.
What I think my closet looks like.














About a month into this experiment, I realized that I only wear a select few items.  (Granted, some things were seasonal.)  I knew I would have a lot of clothes left for donations at the end of my experiment.

I have also been trying to through a style swap for months!  This is when you invite a bunch of your friends, tell them to bring clothes, shoes, purses, jewelry... things they don't use much any more. And then swap them.  And this weekend, it's finally happening!  

Style swaps are one of my most favorite things to do!  I often go through my girlfriends' closets, and get pretty jealous because they have awesome clothes.  And then, I find out they feel the same way about the stuff in my closet!  We're all broke, and want each other's clothes, so why not just trade clothes?

I am also planning to donate what's left from the party.  I know there are many people who need clothes, and can't afford what's in department stores.  I feel fortunate that I can afford these things, and I feel that I can give things that were once my treasures to other people to treasure them.  (I especially felt this way about my prom dresses - they all have new homes, and are probably treasured by those lucky girls!)


Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Just a Short (thought provoking?) Post!

A friend of mine pointed something out to me this week about The List - it seems as though I am trying to get things settled by August with this list... I couldn't agree more.  So I want to reflect on this a little deeper.

I created The List because I've been in a slump lately with all areas in my life.  When I go through these times, I usually focus on the "what's to come" rather than the "here and now."  And I think I idealize the "what's to come" because I see an end to the slump.  An almost ideal future.

So I want to step back with some of things on The List.. Some of the things on my list aren't meant to be accomplished by August.  And I've known that.

Obviously, I'm not Doctor Who, nor do I own a TARDIS (+100000 to those reading this and understand those references!), so I can't travel to the future.  There's no way of knowing that I will accomplish these goals by August.  I put some goals in The List as something to think about and work toward, whether I accomplish them by my birthday, or not.  They are just great things to work on for life!

I also want to point out that I made The List public because I have those friends who will point these out things to me, and hold me accountable.  And challenge me!

So to my friend who talked to me earlier this week - thanks!  I know you're one of my biggest supporters in my life, and I expect you to keep challenging me! (I hope I am challenging you too!)


Monday, April 1, 2013

Summer Plans

Before I get into anything important, look to the right of this blog. What do you see?  I added a subscription link.  Google might be getting rid of its reader, but there are other readers you can use to read any updates I post!

Also, as you will very shortly see, I'm straying off The List tonight.  I'd like to share other going-ons with my readers besides The List.

Anywho! I've been making a different list the past few days.  A list of the concerts I'm planning to attend this summer!

First we start with...
Kenny Chesney at the Lincoln Financial Field in Philadelphia on June 8.


Next comes...
(David) Crowder at Creation Festival in Mount Union, PA, June 28th, in addition to the other awesome artists playing on the 28th-29th.

This little lady comes next:
Miranda Lambert at the Susquehanna Bank Center in Camden, NJ on July 26.


Then we go to this guy:
Mmm, he is just handsome! Blake Shelton at the Susquehanna Bank Center in Camden, NJ on August 10. Also, if you haven't listened to it yet, Blake's new album "Based on a True Story" is just awesome.

Finally, we'll close up this country-concert season with a country boy who should shake it for me!
Luke Bryan at the Great Allentown Fair in, you guessed it, Allentown! On August 30th.

Ok... maybe I embedded all of those links so I have an easier time purchasing all those tickets!  The concerts should be fun, but I'm also looking forward to lots of other summer fun!


It's just around the corner!


I'll be back with an update and some wonderful summer thoughts this evening!


Friday, March 29, 2013

I've picked put my car!

A 2013 Ford Focus hatchback, manual transmission! I fell in love with this baby after test driving it today. Now I just need to save, save, save!





Wednesday, March 27, 2013

So why is the Health and Fitness category so big?

I wish I could narrow down to the exact number I want to write about today, but I think, instead, I'm going to write about health in fitness in general.  It's a large list, and there's a big reason for it.  Here's the back story as to why it is so important to me at 24.

To start, I was never active as a kid.  I hated gym class, and I hate team sports.  The only reason why I stuck with a team sport was because my parents made me finish the season. (I played soccer in fourth grade.)

But I never had to watch what I ate, or my weight.  My parents fed me well, and I was young, and didn't need to watch an expanding waist line.  This changed when I went to college.

Basically, in college, no one is deciding what you eat and when you eat, except for yourself.  So, naturally, late night pizzas and paninis and cookies and brownies and soda were a part of my diet.  And now the waist line expands.

I remember I tried seeing the nutritionist on campus.  She basically told me to stop eating fried foods and drinking my calories.  I ignored her because those were my comfort foods.

When I finally left college, I hated looking at pictures of myself, and I hated looking in the mirror.  (This was only back in May.)  So last summer, I committed myself to getting healthy and loosing weight.  I saw a nutritionist again, and regularly went to the gym to lift weights.

Let me jump in about another issue I've struggled with for a while - my cholesterol.  My family has a long history of heart attacks and heart-related problems.  Me, being a young adult and all, didn't think much about it.  I remember thinking, "I'm only 20-something.  I sure as heck don't have an issue with cholesterol."  When I mention this history to a previous doctor, she immediately wanted to check mine.  And it was high.  That's a scary thought.  My bad habits of the past 5-6 years really impacted more than just my weight.

So, with weight, and now cholesterol being an issue, I pressed on and started my goal to be healthy...  And then I moved to Philly, and put my health back on a hold.

That lasted for 4 months, because when I stepped on the scale shortly after Christmas/New Years, I almost cried.  I was seeing a number I had never seen before.  That's when I knew I had to make changes.

I immediately signed up for Weight Watchers and started hitting the gym.  I picked up running, mainly because it is such an individual sport (remember, I hate team sports), and I got back into horseback riding.

I also started seeing a new doctor and shared some of my concerns.  She did a full blood panel... and guess what?  My cholesterol is at a normal and healthy range.  Those three summer months that I worked very hard on really showed.  Despite gaining weight and slipping back into old habits, my body was telling me that things were OK on the inside, but they wouldn't be for long if I kept down this path.

My progress so far has been an interesting journey.  I watched the numbers on the scale drop quickly.  I had to replace (a brand new pair) of pants.  And then everything stopped.  I plateaued for a while.  I had a week or two where I went back to my old eating habits.  But not to the extreme that it used to be.

Last week, something motivated me to just eat more veggies and fruit.  So I did... and I lost more weight by exchanging my usual sweets with a veggie or a fruit.  Not only did I see that number on the scale budge, but I've also noticed that the pants that were just a little too snug now fit comfortably!

So before I get too deep into my story of getting healthy in fit, I hope I can inspire others to eat healthier, and find comfort in this other than food.  And that weight-loss is a doable and worthwhile struggle!


Monday, March 25, 2013

Adjustment to the List

I have been enlightened by some not so happy news this past week.  Nothing to fret, but it does mean that a few things need to be adjusted in my list.  Unfortunately, at this point, I don't know if I will be able to get a new car before I turn 25.  So I am adjusting number 9 to read as such:

9. Put an additional $1000 toward a down payment for a new car.

Something else has slipped my mind.  My current lease is not up until September.  My birthday is in August... so that goal does not work!  I am also unsure about what I doing about my living situation come September - whether it be my own place, or replacing a roommate.  So 10 is now:

10. Have a lease signed for my next living situation.

Here is my list again (uncategorized) with the adjustments:


1. Run a 5K (I'm already signed up!)
2. Lose 25 pounds by my 25th
3. Become a full-on vegetarian
4. Do more yoga
5. Perhaps to a headstand without blocks (yoga)
6. Cut out refined sugars
7. ...and alcohol
8. Open and IRA
9. Put an additional $1000 toward a down payment for a new car
10. Have a lease signed for my next living situation
11. Grow my hair to shoulder length
12. Perfect a natural smokey eye
13. Stop obsessing over a perfect complexion
14. Start brushing my teeth more
15. Learn self-restraint
16. Learn prolonged gratification
17. Go on one or part of one mission trip
18. Instead of throwing out my clothes, do clothing swaps, or just donate everything
19. Refinish another piece of furniture
20. Do a video blog!
21. Cook something exotic and vegetarian!
22. Take a cooking/art class
23. Travel somewhere for a weekend by myself
24. Plant a cherry tomato plant!
25. Learn to ADORE myself!


Friday, March 22, 2013

Number 6... and 7


I've been dieting since January, using Weight Watchers.  I chose WW because I could still eat what I wanted, but in smaller portions.  As a treat, I would have vanilla yogurt with mini chocolate chips in them.  I would occasionally have a soda (although I did a challenge in November/December to see how long I could go without a soda... I went about a month.)  I've since been discussing with a friend about the effects of refined sugars on your body.



DISCLAIMER: I'm not a nutritionist, and I'm not a doctor.  I am simply trying to lead a healthier lifestyle, and from what I have read, eliminating refined sugar is a great way.  If you want to live a healthier life, and want to make diet changes, I STRONGLY urge you to consult with your regular doctor before dieting.

So, getting off my soapbox, let's get back to sugar!

What is refined sugar? The sugar that's used in our food is separated from the unwanted parts of the sugar cane or the sugar beet.  It then goes through a further cycle of refinement, (and a bleaching!) leaving behind a beautiful and chemically pure sugar. According to  Become Healthy Now, "The completely refined white sugar product is now over 99.9% sucrose and for all practical purposes contains no nutritional elements (...)"

I get the empty calorie part, but still, why is this bad for our bodies?  Basically, what's left is a carbohydrate.  We all know the fad diet going around - less carbs, more protein   But studies have been published that shows an association between sugar and "dyslipidemia - higher triglycerides and lower HDL ('good') cholestorol." (WebMD)

WebMD shares of a study published in the Journal of the American Medical Association:

In a study published in the Journal of the American Medical Association (JAMA), people who ate the largest amounts of added sugar had the highest blood triglyceride levels and the lowest HDL (good) cholesterol levels. That study also showed that eating lots of sugar more than tripled the odds of having low HDL cholesterol levels, a strong risk factor for heart disease.

In contrast, people who ate the least sugar had the lowest triglyceride levels and highest HDL levels, a protective factor against heart disease. This study does not prove that sugar causes dylipidemia, though!  I also want to point out that naturally occurring sugars, like those found in fruits, or sugar snap peas are OK!

For me, I have a family history of heart attacks and heart-related deaths.  It's not something I want to worry about because of my diet.  I know there is something I can do about it, and to do it now, rather than later, can add years to my life.

I can't say this one will be easy. (I just had a cookie with my lunch...) But I can say that I have noticed a few things since starting my diet.  The first is how good I feel.  I have been really discouraged lately because I have not seen the numbers on the scale budge. And if they do budge, the budge UP. Not down. I've already had a chat with a friend about this too.  I understand that the numbers on the scale are not worthy of measure my progress so far.  But what's pulling me through is how good I feel when I eat right, and when I exercise.  (And that's a conversation for later.)

I've also noticed how upset my stomach gets when I eat something loaded with sugar.  Last weekend, I went out Friday and Saturday night and had delicious, fruity drinks.  Fun for the night... not the next day.  Despite what you are thinking, I was not hungover.  I was just nauseated by all the sugar sitting in my stomach.

Now, eating sugars in moderation - that's a healthier way to look at all this.  It's OK to have a drink or sugary snack once in a while.  Just as long as it's not every single day...

I'll let you know when I've cut it out of my diet for good!  Wish me luck!


Thursday, March 21, 2013

The List

So, I have created this blog space so I can chronicle my journey to my 25th birthday.  I have started a list of Twenty-Five things I would like to do before I turn 25, but what I'm finding out about this list... it's just that.  A stinkin' list.  I want to take action on the items on my list, and I feel I will be more accountable if I blog my journey and share it with family and friends!

Let's do a little background about myself.  I'm 24 and single, which makes it the perfect opportunity to complete my list!  My birthday is in August...  I know I'm starting this late, but I have 5 months left before I turn 25, and I think I can complete my list before then!

For the sake of simplifying my list, I have it broken down into sections.  Some of these are small too.  I think I would be so overwhelmed by attempting to accomplishing 25 huge things, so I have a few big ones, with a lot of small goals sprinkled in.  So, without my rambling on much further, I would like to present to you my (continually growing) list!

Health and Fitness
1. Run a 5k (I'm already signed up!)
2. Lose 25lbs by my 25th
3. Become a full-on vegetarian
4. Do more yoga
5. Perhaps to a headstand without blocks (yoga)
6. Cut out refined sugars
7. ...and alcohol

Financial
8. Open and IRA
9. Purchase my first NEW car
10. Get my own apartment - ALONE

Beauty
11. Grow my hair to shoulder length (ok, I can't control this one. But it's a nice thought!)
12. Perfect a natural smokey eye
13. Stop obsessing over a perfect complexion
14. Start brushing my teeth more... Yeah I know

Mental
15. Learn self-restraint
16. Learn prolonged gratification

Charity
17. Go on one or part of one mission trip
18. Instead of throwing out my clothes, do clothing swaps, or just donate everything

Just for Fun
19. Refinish another piece of furniture
20. Do a video blog!
21. Cook something exotic and vegetarian!
22. Take a cooking/art class
23. Travel somewhere for a weekend by myself
24. Plant a cherry tomato plant!

And the most important one...
25. Learn to ADORE myself!

So that's my list. I will be working on each of these, and posting a blog or two (or three or four...) about them.   I'm ready for this journey to begin!